Night Writing 12
A fresh collection of poetry for the first time this June. Although it has not yet been published, I think my last manuscript is complete. Now I can work on my next set unhinged.
What a relief
here is your doe eyed conflict
away from here in broken buildings
and what do you cover
yourself, animals, grinning awareness
they do not do it primitive
they do it under neath your head
here is your polite keyhole
plugged with grass because you believe
in nature and leniency
there is a gas leak
and when they said to count
you climbed into the drain
and instantly aged
you sell fruit
oranges, lemon
Desperate and in a frame
I wore a white t-shirt
and questioned my essential homeliness
I made the telephone wood
a road of pantone stones
and I spoke to so many new peoples
who respected my lack of dignity
mainly I retold books I hadn’t read
something about a bread line and
ASIA minor
stopped the tea
with two large cubes
and reasserted my
essential assertiveness
the sky moved here as a projection
I held a ring of thick keys
and thought about girlfriends
he would have thought
this mattered
each line undone by kettle steam
in glasgow’s roads a tosser limped
little burns aside my eyes
hungry swans and chicken’s breath
Going back with a head
on top of
the bar
I raised a liter up of gas
tolerance was breed into this
red boy with open jaw how
to stay alive how to stay alive
truly concentrating— oh a metal saw
this cut across a wrapping putrid
in liberty or dreaming of a fascist france
with peasants on the firing squad and
peasants on the blindfold walk a
thought of fascist artist then
three bricks of paints from little
king a roll of bread sees this woman
face my tumbling off and rolling
spoke this broken fist a shovel pulled
an installation oil reserve my
money’s gone I’m of no class
my money left my sister left
All fields here become quite blue
the thirty guns with polished ears
carry me on my face goes
flat this woman’s face I held
her head up and drank coffee
until I couldn’t hold a plate
let alone a sliding draft
became unstuck I left alone
her pleasant mouth we had
a thought we could not save I
could not save you all I’m sorry
we still will have our gallic lies
we still will have you please come back
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our pointisthat
withnothing done
allsignals off
the light shut low
my operator
I am lonely